Activity of Ectopus

I'm sitting in the void, because limbo and abyss are no longer friendly. I do not know the void as much as you do, since I cannot get info anywhere on the internet. I have died from brain cancer at 4 years old, a seizure at 5 years old, a seizure at 11 years old, clonidine overdose at 12ish, because I thought everyone hated me, and 9/11 exhausted the rest of myself; severe PTSD. I died at 20 being sucked into the floor I laid down on and couldn't move or get up. I said bye on rizon IRC to the #linux channel, who always wondered why I was in it while using Windows… I have a secret passion for linux. I died in a excedrin migraine over dose, 1200mg of caffeine and 1200mg of tylenol. I died from an overdose of tons of medications that were killing me and torturing me. So I committed suicide with a 30 day supply minus 1 week of Epitol. I died in an explosion with all the uninterruptable power supplies twisting around me, the fumes killed me, but the explosion killed what remained, I watch a person I was scream and get lava on itself, the aftermath is that everyone in the house, including anyone you can't see, all died from the lava, the explosion, and the fumes. I was forced into the corner of the room as a shiny black reality cloud. lots of people wanted more fun out of me. Music and art. I also got sued and ran out the door and got shot in the back of the head. I basically had no money my whole life, and the painful memories were safely kept away from my subconscious, which is what I use when I want a clearer concept. One day I laid down on the couch, trying to sleep on the couch because my bed was uncomfortable, and the abusive family put me under a coma. I now live where the sun don't shine. still offering my computer skills for free, because I have a company. but it's as real as the people who work for it. Seems like I cried last night. I've been trapped in the void. because limbo hurts my body, and IDK… I can see everything limbo has in it. I can see everything as a black smoke inside the abyss. I can see windows and doors, but not always, only very briefly.

Already released one album, named Dark scibient 4, there is 4 albums to this series. here's the full video, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQyqam6nrfg you can also find it on soundcloud

I had no idea that my music could be heard by Google Gemini! I want it… I'm extremely liberal. I think a real intentive person who has every quotient raised past Googl or extremely infinite amounts, makes no mistakes. The only reason I know this is because of my own intelligence. However fatigue and foul sensory I/O can screw things up! I still want a utopia for all the _lost souls_. I just think evil vs good is wrong. Enemies are not evil, they're enemies. Evil wants everything good wants. But confuschia and enemies are entirely opposite.

https://open.spotify.com/episode/5HcjDv3J9WG7tvRey458xg?si=AGoJHxPOTvq-BITphm4Zew Silence is golden.

Why is Google AI picking all my words and using it as metaphors? I think ///it's/// crazy.

One day I thought of the ultimate logging system. A real fucking indefinitely frames logging using particles and frequencies.

I don't wanna be real anymore. And poopalots is a shredder that shred all enemies' papers into shit. Cuz shredded paper comes back together again. And shit doesn't.

Okay, so I posted a free song, but you can also find all my music pretty much on one page from my record labels WE Are The New Underground, https://weatnu.com/tab/?artist_id=37 it might take forever to load.

Administrator gotcha! okay. sounds fun. do you think any other anons are on here? I'm wondering about some called Xavi and Mantis. But I also remember this one guy named Valentine.