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I'm sitting in the void, because limbo and abyss are no longer friendly. I do not know the void as much as you do, since I cannot get info anywhere on the internet. I have died from brain cancer at 4 years old, a seizure at 5 years old, a seizure at 11 years old, clonidine overdose at 12ish, because I thought everyone hated me, and 9/11 exhausted the rest of myself; severe PTSD. I died at 20 being sucked into the floor I laid down on and couldn't move or get up. I said bye on rizon IRC to the #linux channel, who always wondered why I was in it while using Windows… I have a secret passion for linux. I died in a excedrin migraine over dose, 1200mg of caffeine and 1200mg of tylenol. I died from an overdose of tons of medications that were killing me and torturing me. So I committed suicide with a 30 day supply minus 1 week of Epitol. I died in an explosion with all the uninterruptable power supplies twisting around me, the fumes killed me, but the explosion killed what remained, I watch a person I was scream and get lava on itself, the aftermath is that everyone in the house, including anyone you can't see, all died from the lava, the explosion, and the fumes. I was forced into the corner of the room as a shiny black reality cloud. lots of people wanted more fun out of me. Music and art. I also got sued and ran out the door and got shot in the back of the head. I basically had no money my whole life, and the painful memories were safely kept away from my subconscious, which is what I use when I want a clearer concept. One day I laid down on the couch, trying to sleep on the couch because my bed was uncomfortable, and the abusive family put me under a coma. I now live where the sun don't shine. still offering my computer skills for free, because I have a company. but it's as real as the people who work for it. Seems like I cried last night. I've been trapped in the void. because limbo hurts my body, and IDK… I can see everything limbo has in it. I can see everything as a black smoke inside the abyss. I can see windows and doors, but not always, only very briefly.